Pissed off!!

I'm so pissed I'm not sure I can type. You know when you're so mad you want to scream LOUD! I have to run some tests this week for my thyroid; I am sure it's fine, but now there is always the "rule out cancer" fucking bullshit. I am also going to see a GYN oncologist because of all my cysts and tumors that I have had to have scraped out in the past, got to be on top of ovarian cancer, WTF! Close a door only to open one that leads to.....NOWHERE (and I do not mean Nowhere City for you Syracuse people). BUT this is what another breast cancer friend had on her blog and she is as pissed as me......
Are you fucking kidding me??? Now let me state, I am loud, a little offensive, sometimes crude, even abrasive but you have got to be kidding! This is not sarcasm, this is fucked up. Do you want the pain I've been through? How about the stress of worrying if everything was going to be ok? Or the scars... you must want the scars? Wait, no nipple-s that's a plus? Must be not having any feeling in your tattas? I have been mutated (hand crafted really) to a point I do not recognize my body, it's changed and so have I.  What about Jennifer or Aileen who left this world too short because of stupid dumb mother fucking breast cancer?  Or the woman going through hard chemo/radiation that is sick, tired, and still fighting? Nice, real nice! Do not even get me started on the two body images in the pic!  And in the words of my husband, "it must have been a man". Stupid dumb breast cancer, UGH.
Posted on August 27, 2012 .